Ok, so finally The Oracle lets me know where he and I stand. Basically... Nowhere. Nothing will ever happen with that relationship, so it's time to move on. I know it's unlikely we'll speak much any more and the whole "we'll still be friends" thing is a lie. But... at least that's not confusing me any more.
In general... I feel like crap. People continue to amaze me,reaching new lows everyday. The one true friend I have, was being bullied in the house she was living in. So she decided to move back to her parents, and commute to university. She spends two nights a week at her boyfriend's house, and just recently, was told by her boyf's housemates: "we wouldn't care if you killed yourself". Now... What kind of person says that to someone they know is depressed, and having loads of problems already. To be honest, they way people are acting at the moment completely disgusts me.
I've taken a new attitude towards "friends" now. I'm only going to put into the relationship, what I get out of it. Why should I put all the effort in and end up not getting anything back?
People need to learn how to be nice....
Darren
xxx