Well... What can I say? I had what was a great dream, but when i woke up, it made me feel even worse. In the dream, a guy I was seeing a couple of weeks ago proposed to me, it was really sweet and everything, until I woke up. The guy (from now on will be known as "The Oracle") broke up with me a couple of weeks ago because he's having a really rough time, no thanks to his stupid Ex. His Ex cheated on him, and basically treat him like crap, which has put the Oracle in one of those mind-sets where he's not ready for a relationship, spoiling my chances. If i knew who the Ex was, then he'd have to watch his back. I really liked this guy, and I know he really liked me too. Don't you just hate it when a potential partner is screwed up by their Ex, thus making any further relationships with you virtually impossible. Needles to say, I'm not happy about the whole thing, but there's nothing I can do about it, so... C'est la vie.
The second "issue" (for want of a better word) is the fact I have these two essays to write. One on Criminology, and one on psychology. I've done about half of the Criminology essay, and haven't started on Psych. To be honest, it's my own fault I'm so stressed over them, I did get the essay titles back in January, I just wasn't motivated to write them. They're both due in on Thursday, so hopefully I have enough time to do all the readings and then actually write the damn things.
So, basically, today's not going so great. Stress, feelings of loss and general "unhappiness" seem to be the theme for the moment.
Thoughts for the Day:
Kill the Oracle's Ex (lol... only joking... maybe just hurt him a little... maybe...)